One Way of Slowing Down Our Hectic Life (An Example Inside.).... 6/27/15

     I am squeezing this in, before the day changes it's name, before the new week starts in a few minutes, before I fall asleep from exhaustion, a good tiredness.

     Busy working, I am.  But it is stuff I

Three Tips Towards Having Peace of Mind................. 6/25/15

     Not long ago, someone screeched at me through a letter.

      Threatening all kinds of evil.  Yes, at me, the Attitude of Gratitude guy.  She was my dragon lady.  Writing the word "was," in the previous sentence was a comfort.  It relaxes my heart, not seeing her.

       What did I do, when reading a letter of hers, dripping with venom?  I wrote back, right away, thanking her for the letter.  Of

Four Steps to Freedom From Fear................. 06/23/15

Image: "Woodland: The Edge of the Forest" by Tim Blessed
Copyrighted photo used by permission. 

        I'm thankful God controls my life.  I can't.

        Days fraught with tension or fear, are not taken one day at a time, as recovery suggests.  Instead, the following help:

1.  Staying present, going through rough days

Celebrating Life, Faith and This Special Day ...... 6/21/15

        Loved the day.
       
        I was loved in the process.  Still amazed, the oppor-tunities for personal growth that continue every day.  Church was fabulous.  Deep-ly encouraged by what I heard about

Freedom From Unhealthy Relationships ..... 6/18/15

He's in a bog. Care needed when enmeshed in a bog of 
circumstances that don't serve us.This fellow is a co-
dependent. That's why he'shappy. He's accustomed to
 being stuck in a mess.  Life offers more: peace of mind. 

Innkeeper's Note:  You may not have read this, written more than three years ago. I am sub-mitting it again. The update is this woman remains with this person because she loves misery.  And he is still in jail, manipulating her.

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      Below, is a letter I wrote to someone enmeshed in an des-tructive, emotionally abusive, addictive relationship. He is in prison.   Depression and oppression are her normalcy, her companions.  It is what she

Never My Responsibility, Revisited............ 6/16/15

"Amidst the constant turmoil and drama that surrounds us, as we live life, many stop noticing 
what is going on with themselves. Something more important and life threatening always
 seems to intervene. When we  acknowledge a situation as it is, we want look at our options
 instead of looking at the options available to other people."  Courage to Change, p.359

     
        Fortunately, I've matured. 

        What follows reflects personal growth I have gained over the past eleven years. The result of hard work done on my personal

Key to Celebrating Life, Knowing Priorities............... 6/11/15

     Tonight I made the better choice.

      I am following the local Warriors basketball team play in the finals for the NBA (National Bas-ketball Association) Championship.  This week, in the eve-nings, I've camped at the

Gratitudes....... 6/8/15

        Much going on.  Only so much I can handle.  Boundaries help.  I am not interested, busying myself with activities not consistent with my vision for the

Two Antidotes for Ruminating, A Defeating Addictive Mental Habit........ 6/7/15

       Ruminating and depression.

        A big problem for many.  Connect-ing at the heart level with an emo-tionally mature friend provides the answer.  This action breaks us free from self-sabotage.  It liberates us from limiting beliefs.

       Overthinking happens easily.  It's like a rocking chair.  It gives us something to do, but it gets us nowhere.  The problem, fretting leads to depression.

     “Your mind goes round and round over negative events in the past. We focus on prob-lems in the present.  Or we place attention on bad things you’re worried will happen in the future,” says Nolen-Hoeksema, who pioneered the study of wo-men’s rumination and depres-sion and is considered the go-to expert in the field.

         This inability to release bad thoughts and memories gets us down.

        “You rehash events. You analyze them.  But you don’t do anything to solve the problems.  No steps are taken to feel more in control of your situation,” Nolen-Hoeksema says.  We will discuss two antidotes for this tendency. 

         Women are twice as likely as men to become de-pressed.   They’re also more prone to rumination.   No coin-cidence, states Nolen-Hoeksema.

How Does Ruminating Lead to Depression? 

       Negative thoughts breed hope-lessness.  It produces despair, along with causing low motivation and self-esteem. When rehearsing negative thoughts, they grow more powerful, disturbing. 

As a person thinks in his or her heart, so is he or she.   Proverbs 23:7

        Stresses seem bigger.   We’re likely to react in an intense, lasting way.  If vulnerable to depression, we can end up seriously upset.  No growth happens then.   Yet, for many, this is the default mode.  

        As an alcoholic binges on drinking, the depressed person binges on depressed feelings.  

       They are their normalcy.  The downcast individual clings to self-sabotage.  He also lives using limiting beliefs.   Usually, these negative thoughts have been his constant companions since childhood.  

       Our mind is full of all sorts of ideas about how people are. It ruminates how things work or how they should. It debates how circumstances should be. Unfortunately, such mental strategizing effectively distracts the person from experiencing what is. 

       Our mind is so full of mental noise that there's little space for noticing what is. 

Automatically responding to your worst internal fear is a common control pat-tern. Your buttons are pushed, and you react.  This pattern keeps you in familiar emotional territory, where you do not have to risk learning anything about yourself.  

You don't have to change.                      Susan Campbell, Getting Real,  23

       Wow.  We can deal with what is, not our limiting beliefs and fears.  

        It's critical, directly experiencing the present moment.  Many of us have a mind that won't stop telling us what to watch out for.  Often, rumination is focused on the past.  We recall bad things that occurred.  

        Or we imagine situations we wish had gone differently.   Then we start thinking nothing is going right at work.  Or co-workers don’t like us, and our marriage is falling apart.

        The emotional downward spiral begins.

How Can You Tell If You’ve Crossed From Brooding to Depression?

     When a person suffers from major depression, they are down most of the time.  

      They lose interest in most things. There are other symptoms.  Changes in sleep are one.  Eating habits are affected.  There is residual tiredness.  

      The symptoms are bad enough to interfere with handling daily life. Or there may be trouble concentrating.  Topping it off are feelings of worthlessness.
       

    Ruminating makes these symptoms worse.  This mental self-torture can tip us over to severe de-pression if we are only a little down. Increased depression saps motivation to try any solution. Problem-solving becomes harder.

Do Women Suffer More From Depression?  
    
         A long list of biological, social, and psychological factors increases women’s chances of becoming depressed.  But they may also be gene-tically disposed.  And dramatic hormonal changes can trigger it. 

Is The Cause Mostly Physiological?     

      Social factors contribute also.  Women often have more traumas.  That can lead to a higher depression rate.  They also may live with chronically stressful situations such as job, sex discrimination, or living with an abuser.   Psychologically, women can get wrapped up in relationships due to codependency and passivity.  

      They can become unable to pull out of unhealthy ones.  This is usually a result of not having boundaries or discernment.   Conflict with others is a common trigger.

Why Don’t Men Ruminate?

      Men are generally less prone to rumination.  Men typically spend less time thinking about relationship problems.  When they do, they're less likely to brood over conflicts with others, how they feel about things.   Instead, they take constructive steps to solve the problem or destructive actions to avoid it.

Should Women Try to “Man Up”? 

       We want to cultivate our strengths.   Women usually are good at understanding feelings.  When a person is not mired in rumination, it allows them to cope with distressing situations.   Women more often anticipate the emotional consequences of life choices.  

      This helps in making well-informed decisions.   Sometimes antici-pation of all possibilities related to a problem stymies us, paralyzing us.  The 3 P's come into play, which is a regression---perfec-tionism, procrastination, paralysis. 

One Antidote

       With problem-solving, women can be mentally flexible, focusing on getting things done, not just getting their way.   With clients, most ses-sions end with creating action steps.  We look at healthy alternatives to the problems they face. When we do this, we are making a better today.

      This is awareness of present experiences with recovery-based acceptance. It allows us to move forward and not get stuck.  

       This is "staying in the solution."  It involves not giving up our power.  We may not control our circumstances, but we can con-trol how we respond to them. 

Second Antidote     

       Asking for help is a good idea, too. When we connect with a group of healthy others, like in an Al-Anon Family Group, we internalize a strength and grace that we might not have. This permits us to use the combined strengths of those around us instead of doing everything ourselves.  

       This is a beautiful source of healing and growth.  

       All in all, thinking can be helpful.   The trick is not to get mired in overthinking that leads nowhere but down the road where the cross streets are Depression and Despair.

How About You? 

What do you do to slow down your mind when it is overdrive? 

Experiencing "What Is" Helps Us Feel Safe......................... 6/2/15

    What a ride down a waterfall it has been the past few weeks.

     I love we can hold ev-erything with an open hand, resting in God's will, not ours.  It becomes terrific knowing strength and peace that transcends difficult circumstances.

     There's so much we still need to learn. With recovery, we discover our interpretation of events and others usually does not reflect reality.

       Most don't know this fact, and others will jump to conclusions about us and our motives.  Inter-