Sunday, April 28
A Fun, Friend-Filled and Fortunate Day ......4/28/13
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Thursday, April 25
Not Being Had: Moving Beyond History, Abuse and Disappointment 4/25/13
The sun of recovery is breaking through areas that were recently darkened |
Wednesday, April 24
Taking Care of Self: The Value of Boundaries .......4/24/13
Monday, April 22
Maintaining Wonder 4/22/13
God asks no man whether he will accept life. That is not the choice.You must accept it. The only choice is how. --Henry Ward Beecher |
How was your day? Mine was pretty good, and warm, too. I met with three new clients, in addition to the regulars I normally see. Starting off the day at a later hour was a relief. I slept in. Ya ay!
Sometimes my sessions are three act plays wrapped within
Sunday, April 21
Thriving During the Weekend and a New Feature for This Inn 4/21/13
Friday, April 19
Responding to An Emotional Meltdown, Nonviolent Communication Is Way Better......4/19/13
This morning, I encountered an angry man. No fun. Even with all my training and experience, it's still
Thursday, April 18
Marks of a Spiritual Awakening, Part II, Revisited ......4/18/13
I'm bumping this entry up, originally written April 28th, 2011. The world, through the media, tries convincing us that happiness is having plenty of money, the right lover, job, car and home. Oh, and having the right phone. Not
Wednesday, April 17
Overcoming Resentment 4/17/13
"Forgiveness is not forgetting. It's letting go of the hurt." Mary McLeod Bethune |
I'm playing hooky as I write. Today, I'm speaking in Alameda. Becoming humble, honoring others and improving as parents, friends, sons or daughters will be covered.
Normally, before giving a talk, I make time to review my notes, tweaking them. Public speaking is an area where it's fine applying my latent perfectionism. Not today.
I feel like visiting with you, instead. Overcoming resentment is a topic discussed with several clients over the past few weeks. Here are some thoughts about this toxic subject.
When my emotions are drifting into this
Monday, April 15
A Request from the Innkeeper On This Day of Senseless Tragedy ......4/15/13
Image: Serenity |
Here, it happened again, to our beloved country. A few months ago it transpired in Newtown, Connecticut. Late tonight, I read about the horrible event in Boston, Massachusetts.
Gosh.
I just got in from work. Earlier, I visited two different friends in San Leandro, from 6:00-9:30 p.m., arriving home at 10:00 p.m. On a whim, I checked the online news. I don't have a TV. And there it was, the sad, shocking news.
I'm sure I speak for many, there is a collective anguish we Americans have for our fellow countrymen, our Bostonian brethren and any visitors harmed---physically or otherwise---by the bomb blasts this historic city on the East Coast suffered today.
This is not a day for gratitude. Tomorrow, perhaps. In times like these, my only response is prayer. God is still on the throne and He continues to answer our petitions. Would you like to join me? I'd be honored, if you would.
Dear Lord,
We ask you to comfort those harmed by today's explosions in Boston. We petition you to calm, with your loving Presence, those suffering----families, and loved one's grieving for those harmed or killed by this disturbing, outrageous act of violence.
We don't understand, but you know the culprits. We ask for these actions to stop that violate the dignity for life and well-being that all humans deserve.
Be with the medical staff attending to the many injured. May they be instruments of your healing Power.
Still the savage beasts of hatred that dwell within the breasts of those who perpetrated this event. We ask for justice----that those who have caused harm are found out and held accountable.
Guide the national resources being applied to this tragedy. Be with the detectives, police, our politicians, the civic and spiritual leaders of this region as we turn to You for direction, the restoration of the peace and the harmony we seek.
In Your name we pray. Amen.
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If your heart resonates with this prayer, would it be possible for you to join me by simply placing an "Amen" in the comments section? It's just a request. Wonders happen, when hearts are knitted in agreement through prayer.
As for me, I agree with Dr. Frankl. I commit my life to contributing towards peace, not only peace between people, but within ourselves. When we have that, we have compassion towards others, not judgment. Compassion prevents the useless waste of life through murder----a result that can happen when our hearts are filled with hatred and bitterness.
Highs and Lows For Last Week: How About Yours? ........4/15/13
Leona Heights Park. Where I hiked yesterday. Heaven. |
How was your Sunday? I worked in the afternoon. I'm getting my schedule back on track after the Easter holiday, imagine that. Several clients changed their appointment schedule, having the week off, tending to children and vacation plans. I'm still straightening my work week, as a result. And you thought you had it bad.
Really, I'm fortunate having
Saturday, April 13
A Great Time In Nature, Hanging Out With a Friend ......4/13/13
A Special Day Today and a Part of My Story Not Shared Before .........................4/13/12
Friday, April 12
Friendship and Community Are Plants of Slow Growth 4/12/13
Just got home in time to make the Friday deadline. I'm bumping this up. Let me know what you think. I wrote this January 3rd of this year.
“Gratitude is when memory is stored in the heart and not in the
mind.” Lionel Hampton. Image: Cumbria: Great Gable by Tim
Blessed. Copyrighted material. Used by his kind permission.
|
I'm thankful for a terrific weekend. Connecting with friends the last two days---taking in their accepting and positive nature---increases the value I place in
Thursday, April 11
The Sticky Gum of Resentment........ 4/11/13
The sun setting on San Francisco Peninsula, viewed from Alameda Island |
On the other hand, I sleep like a baby: I wake up every three hours and cry. (Just joking, folks, for those who always take me seriously.)
With another, I circumnavigated part of Alameda Island on two wheels in the afternoon. We traveled 10.5 miles. The glorious weather made for a lovely time of cycling. Our conversation was better: intense, honest, supportive, and authentic.
The guy that rode with me today provided perspective re-garding a vexing issue that, since early March, has stuck with me. This subject involves an annoying piece of gum attached to the bottom of the shoe of my consciousness. Its sticky sound constantly reminds me of its presence as I walk on the linoleum of life.
My cycling companion and I had dinner at Jim's Cafe in Alame-da. We covered the bugaboo of resentment; our time was pro-ductive and insightful. We looked at satisfying remedies that allow us to have peace of mind.
I'm progressing with my attitude towards the problem that has troubled me since last month. It's not something I want to do, but I will tackle it eventually. I will call the person who created it.
I'm growing in my will-ingness to talk with this individual who jolted me last month by re-opening an old emotional scar that I hadn't thought about in a long while. It looks like it's time to use the butter knife of forgiveness to scrape off negative feelings that gummed up the sole of my thinking.
I'm growing in my will-ingness to talk with this individual who jolted me last month by re-opening an old emotional scar that I hadn't thought about in a long while. It looks like it's time to use the butter knife of forgiveness to scrape off negative feelings that gummed up the sole of my thinking.
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After dinner, I scooted over to Grand Ave., connecting with friends on the island. Someone shared her story of growing up with an alcohol-ic, heroin-addicted mother, who gave birth to her when six-teen. The speaker was transparent and honest and vulnerable and positive----her talk was a heartfelt message of encouragement.
Her progress, using the principles and the fellowship of Al-Anon Family Groups, helps her have peace and clarity during stressful moments----something she didn't know as a child. She mentioned perspectives that allow her to overcome dark clouds that previously obscured her happiness.
Her comments were a great reminder. She mentioned how she realizes she can't control her husband. But she's learned she can control how she chooses to respond to him.
Her newfound recovery-based sanity provides her with clarity and ease; she has discov-ered a source of tranquility in areas that once irritated her. I'm happy for her and glad I heard her herald truths I need to heed----at all times.
My Gratitude for Today:
1. I rested. Even though it was a restless rest, I semi-rested. That's the progress, not perfection, of a vital area affecting my health. Halting relieves my muddled mind. When I don't get enough sleep, I can't think straight. Isn't that also true for you?
2. I spent time reading today, one of my favorite things. I love discovering new truths and the growing awareness it provides.
Monday, April 8
Saturday, April 6
Made Time for Me, Guarding Our Tongue, Feeling Better 4/6/13
Friday, April 5
Wednesday, April 3
Source for Peace: A Gentle Ideal Self ........4/3/13
Tuesday, April 2
Life Is Not a Correspondence Course, Revisited ....4/2/13
"Worry does not empty tomorrow of its trouble,
but it does empty today of its strength."
Go ahead and stop the video. You'll find it down below.
I'll wait.
Sorry about that. I'm still new at technology. I actually used HTML to embed the video. I don't know how to do that with the video NOT starting up right away. That's okay. I'll be gentle towards myself----progress, not perfection. It's a terrific video by a fellow that I quote here, in this inn.
This entry is our feature for today. Written twenty-one months ago, some of you were not familiar with the inn. Let me know what you think.
Staying In the Solution:
The quote above reminds us of the value of staying in the solution when troubled. What can be done? What are our options, given our circumstances? Focusing----while relying upon God's strength and direction, and working with the support of our Balcony People (click here, for more info on who they are) -----on what can be done, is the best approach.
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"I'm mindful that our thoughts affect the words we use, our words influence our actions, our actions shape our character and our character determines our destiny."
From "My Character Determines My Destiny." To read it, please click here.
"Progress not perfection, is better than no progress at all, especially when we're trying to rid ourselves from unwelcome dragons that dwell within the closets of our soul."
From, "Still Learning" which, within four days, became the most popular post written. To read it, please click here.
"Worry does not empty tomorrow of its trouble, but it does empty today of its strength"
From "My Character Determines My Destiny." To read it, please click here.
"Progress not perfection, is better than no progress at all, especially when we're trying to rid ourselves from unwelcome dragons that dwell within the closets of our soul."
From, "Still Learning" which, within four days, became the most popular post written. To read it, please click here.
"Worry does not empty tomorrow of its trouble, but it does empty today of its strength"
From the post: "Life Is Not a Correspondence Program." Click here to read it.
"Even though we cannot control our circumstances, we can control how we choose to respond to them."
From, "Handling Stress and Dealing With an Emotional Bully."Click here to read this post.
"Nope, being busy isn't exciting. Boring is good. Because boring is not boring; boring is being healthy, living a balanced life that has serenity"
From: "Do You Know What It Means If You Are Too Busy?" For more, please click here.
"Nope, being busy isn't exciting. Boring is good. Because boring is not boring; boring is being healthy, living a balanced life that has serenity"
From: "Do You Know What It Means If You Are Too Busy?" For more, please click here.
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