Calmness In the Eye of the Emotional Storm Part VI......... 10/28/17

Troubles are often the tools by which God fashions us
 for better things. Image: "Countryside: Across theVal-
ley" by Tim Blessed.  Copyrighted photo. Used by permission. .

       It's great being in touch with our emotions, and not  perseverating  when stressed. Be-ing agitated never helps.  How can we be mentally clear, when panicking?

        Having equili-brium, drawing from God's strength and basking in His love and that of good friends is preferred.  It's an amazing gift when this is our reaction during turbulent times.  Knowing peace, when we are swirling in the eye of a circumstantial storm helps us maintain our focus.

        Serenity is an amazing gift.  It happens when we apply healthy principles above the vulnerable parts of our personality.  Peace of mind is ours when we have the habit of leaning on God.  We trust his strength.

   

        Fullness is ours when we are connected with emotion-ally safe friends.  These options are better than the inadequate coping methods our younger selves used when immersed in life's drama.

        With recovery, isolating, anger, resentment, bitterness and self-loathing no longer reign over us.  No longer are they our default mode, when experiencing life's drama or disappointment. Using heal-thy, constructive alternatives, putting one foot in front of the other, is more effective.

       Often, it is better to not think.  Just do.   If we don't live by recov-ery principles, our nature is to analyze too much.  This is trying to control the uncontrollable and futility.

       Retiring the cape, we know ease, emotional safety.  Our joy in-creases.  We no longer carry the weight of the world.  It's not our job to deal with every crisis, to solve every problem.

       Peace now transcends our circumstances.  We know tranquility because we are gentle towards ourselves.  It's a result of moving away from isolating.  We allow our Balcony People to undergird us with their love.

       We are gentle towards ourselves.  When wrong, we treat ourselves with love and tenderness. For many of us, we did not experience it as children.

       Especially when we erred. Back then, it was the end of the world for our parents.  We were punished.  Mercy was nonexistent.

        There is hope for our past.  Recovery allows us to create new legacies. We replace ineffective methods that were used when we lived in our family of origin.  We learn to love ourselves even when we goof.

        When we experience a sad, disappointing or frustrating moment in our lives we have two responses.  Tough times can be a monument to our past pain.  Or, by how we respond, it can reflect the healing, growth, and grace we know because of recovery.

        Sure, it may feel good----temporarily---being petulant.

        But, would we really want to trade that for the peace, joy, and harmony we feel, when we replace character defects with new and better alternatives?  We can be glad we're learning a better way to live.  Life now is not only about being at peace with others, and circumstances, but with ourselves.

How About You? 
What are your three gratitudes for today? I'd love hearing them.  Thanks!

Responding, Not Reacting to An Emotional Bully 10/20/17

        Today,  I spoke up when relating with an unpleasant person who tried dominating me.

         If we say noth-ing, when something bothers us, there is zero possibility of things getting bet-ter.  Expressing what troubles us makes it

Spiritual Weightlifting----Developing Better Coping Methods 10/8/17

       As we grow in our relationships with others, diffi-culties arise. 

     Everyone thinks differently which at
times create conflict when spending time with others..  

       Our past painful experiences, leave emotional baggage.  The combination of these factors---differing opinions and our baggage----makes us rife with buttons and triggers.  They are set off when relating with others.  
     

      With recovery, we see dif-ficulties are opportunities.   They provide moments for spiritual weightlifting.  Chal-lenges develop our relationship skills and emotional flexibility. 

       Recovery is saying what we mean.  We also mean what we say, but not we do not say it meanly. 

     Healthy principles are used instead of yielding to anger or passivity.  We are true to our values.  We stand by them, even when pressured to overlook or sur-render what we hold dear. 

    In other words, we are codependent-free.  
   

    We get stronger when using healthy coping methods.  We respond, not react. Resentment, fear, pas-sivity, and anger are banished when we move beyond solutions used in childhood, the 3 F's: Freeze, Fight or Flee. 

      Our relational muscles strengthen when we are authentic.  

      We demonstrate maturity when we stand in our power.  It a beacon reflecting the integrity we have with our values.  We are not yielding to the whims of intimidating or controlling others, ignoring our needs.  

      The road of life has bumps and dips---our conflicts with others.  Noticing our intent smooths this relationship road.  Are we connecting with the other person in order to relate?  Or are we trying to control the outcome of our relationship with others? 
     

     The relational road is smoother when we are present and com-passionate when relating.  Read here, for more about that.

     Life is easier when we are connected with emotionally ma-ture, supportive others.  These are our Balcony People. See footnote.  They provide perspective. 

      When airing concerns with our supportive network, challenges are less disturbing.  We enjoy emotional support.  Relationships are key to thriving. 

       Recovery reminds us during difficulties,  it is critical placing principles above the vulnerable parts of our personality.  Many times in recovery we are at Step 1.  That is, our life has become unmanageable. 

      This is when Step 2 is handy.  This is leaning on a power greater than ourselves that restores us to sanity.  It is seeing circumstances for what they are.  

      It is moving beyond defensive hope.  We replace fantasy with recovery-based acceptance.  We see our difficult circumstances realistically.  

     

      No longer are we living as hopeless, helpless victims.  Recovery-based acceptance is taking action, seeing what we can do to move forward.

      Step 2 is accepting the truth.  We move beyond fantasy and defensive hope. 

      It helps being gentle towards ourselves.  Acknowledging the healthy steps we are taking---even if they are tiny, moves us towards progress. It helps us be patient with ourselves. 

"Perhaps I can let go of all condem-nation for this one day.  I will recognize that I am on a spiritual path of self-improve-ment.  Every tiny step I take on that path moves me closer to wholeness, health, and serenity."        Al-Anon Family Groups Inc., Courage to Change, 2nd Edit., Virginia Beach, 1992, 19. Print.

      As we get stronger, we become more comfortable becoming true to our values, dreams, and decisions.  We realize it is okay to disagree. We process conflicts that once were disturbing.  

       For more insight and skills that help when encountering a difficult or frustrating situation, click here.  

      During conflicts, the following is helpful:

 After years of letting people take advantage of me, I had built up quite a store of anger, resentment, and guilt . …. So many times I wanted to bite off my tongue after saying,“yes, “ when I really wanted to say, “no.” Why did I continue to deny my own feelings just to  gain someone’s approval? ….

The answer became apparent:  What I lacked was courage. Was I willing to try to learn to say, “no,” when I meant no? Was I willing to accept that not everyone would be thrilled with this change? Was I willing to face the real me behind the people-pleasing image? Fed up with volunteering to be treated like a door mat, I squared my shoulders and answered, “Yes.”

..... Do I make a conscious choice about what I say? And when it is appropriate, do I say what I mean and mean what I say? If not, why not? All I have to offer anyone is my own experience of the truth.

‘There is a price that is too great to pay for peace… One cannot pay the price of self-respect.'   Woodrow Wilson     Courage, 207

           We are the average of the five people we hang out with.  Let's make sure these individuals are emotionally mature, kind and positive.  We deserve relationships like that, we really do.
How About You?
What spiritual weightlifting have you been doing?  Where are you been placing principles above your personality? 

 Footnote: 

     What a gift it has been, seeing my supportive family expand, as time goes by.  Not only have I a flesh-and-blood family, but an expanded family due to others who are a part of my life. They are my Balcony People.

     These dear ones love and accept me unconditionally.  They are in the grandstands of my life. They cheer me on, as I run the marathon of life.

     They don't give advice.  They share their experience, strength and hope instead.  They empathize and are available. And that is enough.

Image: Countryside: "Wintry Pastoral" by Tim Blessed.  All rights reserved, used by permission. 

A Pensive, Subdued Innkeeper 10/3/17

       I am at a loss for words, saddened by the recent carnage in Las Vegas, Nevada.

      A lone assailant shot people enjoying an open-air concert.  The death tally so far

Perseverance Needed For Progress.......... 10/2/17

The Angel Oak on Johns Island in So. Carolina. 

   The oldest oak tree east of Mississippi. It is cer- 

          tainly one of the most beautiful. 

 It's 1500 years old.  It's 65 feet tall, over 6 stor-

ies. The crown covers 17,000 sq. feet. Its longest

         limb is 89 feet long.

         It's maintained by the city of Charleston. It 

         grew from one acorn. Here's to our growth

Patience With Our Progress

         Today, I'm leaving several quotes. May they help us maintain an Attitude of Gratitude. Avail-ing ourselves to God on a daily basis, seeking  His will, helps our patience