Tuesday, July 25

      It feels good, writing here, once again.  

      It meets my need for connecting, expressing, celebrating life, and enjoying community. 

     There has been a prolonged absence of the innkeeper, me. I've had a tumble physically.  I'm not who I once was, mentally, physically. 

       Due to medications, I'm taking for blood pressure issues, my memory, reactions, and vision have been damaged.   I'm trusting with time my body will adapt.  On occasion, I "forget" to take my meds, and I am the old, Pablo, mentally vigorous, with an encyclopedic memory.  

      But only sometimes do I find myself there.  

      Writing at this moment is like pulling up the piano bench and playing away on a sturdy instrument that provided hours of musical reverie while growing up in a less-than-ideal home, my experience as a child and youth

      Then, delightful, calm, relaxing music soothed my mind, that did not know better, a mind that relied upon thinking, not feeling, to comfort me. 

      Thank you, for being faithful and connecting with me.  

      I miss you who live sin the Netherlands, with whom I once knew well.  In the halls of my mind, I remember past energetic and wide-ranging conversations. I value the poetry we created for one another, the moments shared are cherished and especially valued. 

       I am aware each time you drop by. 

             "God gave us memories so that we can 

               remember roses in December." 

                           James Barrie

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       I am not who I was a year ago.  I wasn't much reactive then.  Now, even less so.  But I continue to enjoy life richly. 

       I remain grateful.  

       I am leaving my thanks and will come back to this later.  My bed is calling me.  I'm bushed. 

   1.  I continue to value poetry.   Last week, I celebrated a good friend's birthday. I treated him at a nearby restaurant.    

        From my slender, black carrying bag I pulled out a large book of poetry, reading an entry about old friends, of which he was. 

     How often do we do that, nowadays? 

2. I wrote in the birthday card I had for him, using a fountain pen,  scribing in the Italic script. Each letter I wrote gave my mind and eyes 2-3 second vacations.  

      When I was done, I was more relaxed than before I started.  

I am thankful for calligraphy, flat-edged fountain pens that create thick and thin lines and making time to connect with someone dear. 

3.  I am thankful for sharing this time with you.  Please pray I will resume my old practice of tending to this inn of praise and thankfulness more frequently.

Friday, June 23

     Glad you dropped by.  I just started on this. Check back in an hour to get 
the complete post.

    I'm relating with an unpleasant person.  Taking steps to take care of myself.  What am I learning? 

    I will not accept his unacceptable behavior. He feels entitled, wanting me to do favors for him. The interesting thing is he is unkind, critical, self-absorbed, judgmental, and insensitive.  

    Other than that, he is a nice guy.  Just joking. 

    My mantra when he tries to get me to do something for him is saying, "That's not my responsibility." Like a person touched by a cattle prod, he is stunned each time I do not cooperate with his bidding. 

   I have more to say. But I'm exhausted.  I'll come back and work on this later. 

Thursday, April 27

A Lifechanging Month ............... 4/27/23

    I have no idea what I'll write, a common theme when contrib-uting a new post in this inn of thanks.  I'd love to hear from you.  Many of you are Silent Readers. 

    You drop by, taking in the of-ferings of this inn of gratitude. I imagine your attendance informs me you enjoy this positive place in cyberspace. This posting is the 1,470th 

    That number surprises me,

Friday, March 31

A Special and Grateful Month 3/31/23

   I am happy to post some-thing in March be-fore it end-ed. 

   Please celebrate with me. This month marks 12 years since this posi-tive place in cyber-space opened its doors. I like we are connecting today.  

Tuesday, February 28

Great Time With a Friend: Balance Required........... 2/28/23

Part of the view as we traveled
along the Marshall Petaluma Road
    I'm back after a two-month ab-sence from this inn of gratitude.  I am not who I was the last time I left something here. Although my soul then was happy

Quotes from the Posts

"I'm mindful that our thoughts affect the words we use, our words influence our actions, our actions shape our character and our character determines our destiny."

From "My Character Determines My Destiny." To read it, please click here.

"Progress not perfection, is better than no progress at all, especially when we're trying to rid ourselves from unwelcome dragons that dwell within the closets of our soul."

From, "Still Learning" which, within four days, became the most popular post
written. To read it, please click here.

"Worry does not empty tomorrow of its trouble, but it does empty today of its strength"
From the post: "Life Is Not a Correspondence Program." Click here to read it.

"Even though we cannot control our circumstances, we can control how we choose to respond to them."

From, "Handling Stress and Dealing With an Emotional Bully."Click here to read this post.

"Nope, being busy isn't exciting. Boring is good. Because boring is not boring; boring is being healthy, living a balanced life that has serenity"

From: "Do You Know What It Means If You Are Too Busy?" For more, please click here.

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